Guys I think I found my niche…community service haha.

Seems like many of you enjoyed my success story last time and I have permission to write about this one, so here you go! Fair warning this one is going to be more awkward than sexy (not like situationally awkward it was hot the whole way through, your girl just isn’t smooth about like anything lol). Also holy crap it ended up really long...well I was never good at writing papers lol. Usually for not writing enough though...guess I was never inspired hahaha.

So last time I posted an F4M and received a ton of responses (several people reached out again and I’m so sorry I couldn’t respond to everyone I started to but it just became unmanageable and I was getting confused…so many of you are so sweet though and I wish I started to really wish I have more time…that sounds so weird now that I’m typing it haha like I’m going to blow half of the dads in Southern California lol my dad would be so proud. Kidding…nothing makes him proud, that’s why I’m here haha yay childhood trauma.)

Anyway I was reading through and then I got one that responding to my F4F post like foreverr ago, and wow it was...unique haha. It was from a merchant marine officer! (Yea I didn’t know what that was either). She said she was due in port like weeks ago but they were delayed and now they were stuck outside of Long Beach waiting to unload. She said it was the longest wait since the pandemic and the shipping backups, and she had been at sea for basically 8 months straight and she was dyinggg to get off the boat. I felt so sorry for her that sounds awful…

She’s told me she’s in her mid 30’s, 5’8”, 140lbs, half Mexican half white (though she said she looks basically full white which yea I would have never guessed!), decently fit (this turned out to be a ridiculous understatement), lesbian (this wasn’t lol), and she was going to be in LA for a week before flying home for the rest of her leave. She was hoping to find someone to have fun with because she wasn’t out and it was super taboo in her home town. She hadn’t had any intimacy in over a year and even then it wasn’t super fulfilling (her words!). She said she’s routinely stuck on boats for months at a time but this time was really bad and she was dying for some release and of course my heart meltedd.

She has such an interesting but hard job! Turns out she is an officer on a commercial ship contracted by the government(? not sure how that works), and her ship primarily makes food and supply runs for foreign aid, so like Africa, Philippines, etc. She sails all over the world for most of the year to deliver food and aid supplies but also does more standard cargo runs like the one that brought her to LA. I was like omg another hero giving her life to help people and I’m realizing now that is kinda a huge turn on for me haha. Especially when I see this kinda selfish side come out of them hehe, it makes me feel powerful like they can’t resist me and I’m unleashing this side that they don’t get to let out very often >:)

Eventually we exchanged photos and one of the ones she sent me was her in her uniform and guys…I have a weakness for uniforms lol like it’s baddd….she looks AMAZING in her uniform. She said she has a thing for little asian girls and she thought I was super pretty and of course I dieddd.

I asked her my trademark question, what specifically was she looking for, and her answer was surprising but very honest. She said being out at sea for so long she ended up watching a lot of porn, and she developed a fetish for facesitting. I was like oh that’s not weird at all I think a lot of people are into that position and she was like no I mean sitting sitting, like sitting on a chair sitting. I had trouble picturing exactly what she meant but I got the general idea and figured if it was something we were going to try she would put me where she wants me haha. She said it was her biggest fantasy and only one girl had let her do it before, she didn’t last very long but it was the hottest thing she had ever done and was dying to do it again. She also told me there was no pressure though and if we just wanted to meet up and do other stuff, the thought of someone just enjoying her without reciprocation was also amazing and would make her feel desirable after over a year of nothing. I told her I’m down to try almost anything once, but just asked her if it made me uncomfortable if we could stop and if she would be okay with it and she was like omg totally no pressure but she couldn’t not ask haha. Apparently asian girls are her thing so the thought made her really excited which was super flattering hehe. Objectification hits different from a girl ngl lol. Like it’s kinda hot from guys but it’s so much rarer from girls and I think it hits on that like losing control aspect I like hehe.

Omg I’m really rambling this time okay so we kept chatting but she really didn’t know when she was going to get into port so we just kinda kept the sexy chatting up and it was fun teasing her and hearing her get worked up hehe. I will say I ended up paying for it haha but we’ll get there haha… The week after next week her ship got the call to dock. They pulled in and finished up on Wednesday, and we planned to meet on Friday at her hotel in downtown LA. We also did a quick FaceTime to verify at this point and she was real ^.^

I was nervous hahah ngl. You would think I would be more nervous about meeting some random guy for boba and then going back to his house (I know I know best life decisions only around here folks), but something about women is INTIMIDATING. Like I was getting ready on Friday late morning to drive down and I was like shaking when I was putting on my makeup lol. I like changed my clothes a bunch of times and like nothing looked good. I asked her what she wanted me to wear and she just said she didn’t care just be comfy for the drive down so I kinda compromised between cute and comfy and wore jeans with a tank top and a knit sweater.

My heart was racing the entire way to LA lol. It’s a fairly long drive with traffic so I didn’t get to the hotel until after 5, but I finally parked and walked into the bar. I thought I was going to pass out lol. I was thinking the entire time how to greet her like do we just wave or do I hug her or like what do I do lol. What I wasn’t expecting was when I saw her she smiled, stood up, and reached out to shake my hand lol. She actually realized what she did when I reached for her hand, so she kinda half shook my hand and was like “omg sorry that’s weird should we hug?” and I laughed and was like sure! So we hugged and sat down and laughed and joked about not knowing what to do. Ngl the conversation wasn’t exactly smooth haha. It was awkward I wouldn’t say but like…what do you say lol. I asked her how it felt being back on land and she asked how my drive was.

She was drinking a beer and I ordered some pear cocktail thing they had and we just chatted for a little while. The conversation got a little easier as we drank a little more and it was actually really fun getting to know each other. We talked about not being able to believe each other were real and how pretty we thought each other and it was fun to just girl out a little bit. But like really she was gorgeoussss. She had brown hair just past her shoulder, these deep green/brown eyes, she was talllll and she was wearing these cute black heels so she was even tallerrr lol. She had on light jeans and this loose white flowy top which I was pretty jealous of but it looked great on her because she’s tall. On me it would have looked like a bag lol ;-;.

We chatted about my school and her job and how she got into it, and it was nice! Eventually after a second drink I think we were both starting to feel it (I know I was lol she even commented that my cheeks were turning red ;-; stupid asian glow, although she said it was really cute so I’m going to believe that I had perfect shaped blush on my cheeks instead of some blotchy nightmare ;-;). At one point I felt her touch my leg with her foot and…wow I had no idea what that felt like but omg it shot shivers through me haha. She saw my reaction and it was like something out of a movie, she bit her lip like ever so slightly and asked if I wanted to go to her room. I dieedddd lol.

She picked up the check even though I tried to split it, grabbed my hand and led me toward the elevator. My head was kinda swimming at this point but seeing her hair and top flowing behind her and the faintest scent of her perfume (it turned out to be deodorant but I’m my defense it smelled really good lol)…like if I wasn’t drunk after the drinks I was now loll. She walked a little fast but with like purpose, like she knew what she wanted hehe. We got into an elevator with an older couple and she was still holding my hand. I felt a little uncomfortable because I’m DEFINITELY not like out or anything but she seemed just fine so I didn’t say anything, but the lady was definitely looking at us lol…

When we got to her floor she started walking quickly with purpose again down the hall to her room. For the first time she let go of my hand to grab her hotel key from her bag and open the door. She held it open for me and I remember my heart like POUNDING thinking like “okay Lavendertealatte0303, here we go…”

As soon as I was inside she shut the door quickly and I turned around to her reaching down to kiss me. She dropped her bag and pushed me against the wall gently but firmly as she was kissing me. I felt her reaching down to undo her shoes so I sorta kicked mine off too kinda just following her lead haha. She pulled back and said “I’m sorry I can’t wait anymore, are you okay?” She was breathing quickly and for some reason the smell of alcohol on her breath and the urgency in her voice was so hott. I kinda replied with like a giggle and “mhmm” like trying to be sexy but failing lol. I guess she didn’t mind because she kept going haha. She kissed me again while she undid her pants and started pulling them down. I pulled off my sweater again not knowing what I should do but trying to make her comfortable so I was at least taking off something. She finished pulling her jeans and off one leg and I realized she had pulled her underwear off too. At this point I was so lightheaded I literally thought I was going to pass out, but somehow I held on haha. She put her hands on my shoulders and gently but almost a little desperately pushed me down to my knees and uggghh it was so hottt haha. Like she wasn’t able to control herself hehe. I opened my mouth and she pushed her hips forward until she was touching my lips.

She was sooo wet omg lol. I remember immediately having to swallow, but it was okay because she tasted amazingg. She was clean shaven, soft and, despite holding the back of my head with her hand, very gentle. I realized she wasn’t really getting and stimulation and I needed to do something, so I started gently pushing my tongue forward to meet her. Aaand that’s when it clicked haha. As soon as she felt it she said omg your tongue right there and she moaned and it was hottttt. She started slowly grinding herself while I held my tongue still, still holding my head. She wasn’t loud or anything, and I just remember looking up at her, locking eyes with her, hearing the sound of her breathing, and pushing herself back and forth across my tongue. Watching her slowly grind herself harder and harder, then a littler faster and faster until she came in my mouth with a very soft whimper is, by far, the single hottest thing that has ever happened to me. Just knowing I made her lose control like that made me feel powerful hehe >:)

She came for a whileee hehe. I felt these like little micromovements as she put pressure on her clit with my tongue, meanwhile her whole body was quivering and her breathing was super short and like spaced out. You know what I mean haha. It must have been 15-20 seconds but finally she kinda eased up on the pressure and started breathing rapidly. I realized I had been really focused and wasn’t breathing much either haha so I was kinda out of breath even though I just sat there lol. She kinda collapsed, or like let her legs buckle and she ended up kinda kneeling over me, and started kissing my face and pulling my hair behind my ears and it was the sweetest, hottest thing ever lol. She thanked me, told me she couldn’t believe I was real, that that was most intense orgasm she’s ever had (I’m choosing to believe her because that makes me feel good lol), that I was the prettiest thing she’d ever seen, and like, now I’m sure she was just saying things because she was caught up in the moment or just really appreciative but wow it felt amazing while she was saying it hehe. She kept stroking my hair and kissing me for another minute while we both recovered, and ughhh feeling her breathing in my ear and on my neck telling me thank you and I’m pretty….yesss please.

I won’t go into details for the whole night (honestly I was more drunk than I thought so I’m a little fuzzy anyway haha), but I will tell you this next part since I did make a promise to try and grant her wish, especially since she lived up to her end of the deal and made me feel super pretty and appreciated!

Eventually she started to stand up and helped me to my feet too. She finished taking off her jeans and underwear from her other leg and started walking into her room. (It was a really nice room with a great view!) it was then that I realized just how much she undersold “decently fit” lol. Like if she was decently fit I’m mochi lol. She straight up could be a fitness model. I was staring at her butt because trust me it was mesmerizing lol but her legs had so much definition.

She led me to the bed where she gently motioned me to sit down. Again feeling like I was falling behind on taking clothes off I undid my jeans and pulled them off, which was awkward and took a second because they were tight (note to self, hard to look sexy hopping on one leg lol) but she smiled at me as she undid her top slowly to give me time to figure it out haha. I sat down on the bed as she pulled her top off and she was also wearing a white tank top and we giggled about it.

She bit her lip again and climbed onto the bed on her knees kinda straddling me. She gently pushed me down onto my back to kiss my neck again and ughhh it was nice haha. She asked if I wanted her to take care of me and I told her no no I was completely fine but I appreciated it. She was really sweet asking if I was sure and that she felt bad because I made her feel amazing and I died but said I was really okay, I just wanted her to have fun and enjoy. She said again she couldn’t believe I was real and she felt bad but it was really sexy that I wasn’t looking for anything, that I was just there for her. I remember trying to say something sexy like I wanted her to use me or something (let’s pretend it was smooth haha) and she like ran her hand through my hair and down my body and I could feel like everything tensing under her hand, like her hand was magnetic or somethingg haha I dunno it was crazy. Her arms weren’t like big but she was so toned and I could feel how strong she was and like my bi ass was dyinggg lol.

She giggled and told me my cheeks were red and I dieddd I was telling her it was stupid asian glow and I was embarrassed but she said it was cute and she kissed my cheek and my forehead (which I assume means my forehead was red too dammmitttt). She pulled my hair behind my ears and told me I was pretty and how she had been staring at my pictures for the last two weeks imagining this moment. I told her she was even more pretty than her pictures (true) and how amazing her body and her butt was lol. She told me she really didn’t have much to do on the boat between ports other than running the ship and working out and I told her I could tell lol.

As we sat there kinda cuddling and exchanging compliments for a minute, I could feel her starting to tense up again. I asked her what was the hardest part of being at sea for so long and she said everything was it was just boring but the worst part was that everything was hard and uncomfortable and there was no where soft and comfy to sit… I knew exactly what she was thinking hehe. I giggled and told her poor thing she must have been so uncomfortabllleee. She nodded and like did this cute pout with her lips and I dieddd hahaha. I was like welll do you see anywhere you want to sit? And she ran her hand around my face and said this pretty little seat looks nice and like I thought my heart was going to explode. I just giggled like an idiot haha. Finally I said wellll if you want to sit on it you should and she like moaned and kissed me on my lips.

As she propped up on her elbow and knees she told me she didn’t want to hurt me so she was going to go slowly, but just tap her if I wanted her to stop. I told her okay and was just trying to get myself like mentally ready. Then she asked me a question that I didn’t fully understand at the moment haha. She asked if I wanted her to wear underwear. I told her it was up to her and she asked if it was okay if she didn’t and I told her of course. I don’t know if it was because I was kinda drunk still or if I’m just dumb but I clearly wasn’t thinking about the like physics of the situation hahaha. Like it was totally fine but it just didn’t occur to me why she was asking until a few seconds later…

She kissed me on my cheek again then pushed up, swung her leg around putting both feet on either side of my head (like so she was facing my feet). Then she started lowering herself and it hit me why she was asking…I was about to get an anatomy lesson lol. I remember it all happening so fast I didn’t know what was going to where, but I opened my mouth because I didn’t know what to do lol. Aaaand my nose went up her butt lol. Like not inside because I'm asian and have a flat nose anyway lol but like it was butt to nose contact hahaha. Don’t get me wrong I was fine but like the moment it happened it was like “okay that made sense and I don’t hate this but I definitely wasn’t mentally prepared” lol. As she relaxed I felt the weight increase and her butt covered my eyes, but I felt her in my mouth so I just started kinda…playing with her with my tongue. As she relaxed I felt her body shake and she let out a long sigh. It was a really wild experience and while it was a lot of pressure it wasn’t too bad. I could still breathe through my mouth so it was just the discomfort of the weight pressing down on my eyes honestly that was difficult. Like it’s hard to describe but when she put a lot of weight, even though my eyes were closed I could see like white? I dunno I don’t think that’s a good sign but my eyes are fine so it must have been okay lol. Thankfully I don't wear contacts.

I realized her legs were on my shoulders but ya she did a good job of not putting too much pressure anywhere even though she weighed a lot more than me (muscle! not fat!). I didn’t really know what to do with my hands so I think I just kinda reached up both sides to grab her legs and I felt her touching my arms gently and grabbing my hands and it felt like so intimate and sexyy haha. Every so often she would lean forward a little to give me a break and shower me with compliments and ask me if I was okay. It was really helpful because ya the pressure was a lot. I remembered her saying “like a chair” when we were chatting and I realized she probably meant like putting all her weight and I didn’t honestly know if I could handle that, but so far this wasn’t too bad.

Finally one time she sat back down and I could feel it was different. I felt her butt tense up around me (hotttttt) and like she put more weight on me. I kept playing with her with my tongue and I could feel her breathing getting heavier and her body like spasm here and there. I knew what I had to do haha. I started licking really rhythmically and I started to feel her rocking back and forth with me. She grabbed my hands and I felt her lean back even more and wow yea it was a lot of pressure, but your girl was DETERMINED. My mom didn’t raise no bitch. She may have raised an attention whore but that’s a different discussion lol. So I kept licking and toughing it out for…I dunno it felt like a long time haha. But eventually I felt her orgasm and I mean I FELT it because her butt pinched my nose each time her body contracted. Sorry I know that’s a lot of detail but this is MY story you don’t have to read lol. Anyway I dunno it was hot or I’m just thirsty af whatever lol. It’s weird when you’re that focused, I don’t remember any sound, or maybe she didn’t make any sound or something but yea, I think my other senses were completely drowning out everything haha.

When she finished she climbed off immediately and turned around to stroke and kiss my hair. She told me I was incredible and the most pretty thing she’d ever seen and she can’t believe I let her just sit on me and yea it made it all worth it haha. I realized my eyes were watering and she was wiping the tears away and fixing my hair and like I was clearing my nose and trying to swallow and yea I was just a mess haha. But seeing her so happy and relaxed and thanking me was amazinggg and her telling me how much she appreciated me and how she couldn’t believe I was real was…ya that did it for me haha.

Holy crap I type a lot. Okay well…we planned for me to stay the night there so we ordered room service and talked and had more fun throughout the night. We ended up drinking a bit more and I honestly don’t remember everything anyway but it was great haha. At one point we tried to see if I could take even more weight with a different position but I honestly couldn’t. I guess my mom did raise a bitch after all lol ;-; BUT I told her I thought it was because I drank too much and we should try it when I’m sober. She was in town for another week before flying home sooooo…maybe if people like this story I’ll post about round 2 :) Let’s just say she told me about the only other girl who let her try it and your girl wasn’t about to be outdone…spoiler alert, she said I won >:) by a lot hehe.

Sooo ya! She is amazing and I think I made her happy. I told her she can call me anytime she’s back in LA and she needs somewhere soft to sit hehe.

Travel safely if you’re reading this - hope you enjoyed it from my perspective - I know I did ;)