I suppose it’s my own fault- I broke my own rules and was lucky to get away with it!

I was talking to this person for several weeks, (which is unusual for me, I usually just speak briefly for a few days to confirm their identity etc), and developed somewhat of a flirty friendship with him.

Eventually, the opportunity struck and I was able to meet him for RAOMD, and it was going to be great! He was incredibly nervous and it was apparent that he was quite inexperienced also (which is not what I’m used to nor is it what he told me), this was super apparent when he tried to shove 3 fingers into me dry 🙄 and press down my clit with this thumb because that’s what he thought girls liked… again I let it go because of inexperience. Anyway he moved on and went down on me and it was ok-ish I guess, after a long time of going down and rimming I had a small orgasm.

Here’s the bit where I broke my rules: I never usually kiss guys, nor do I fuck them…here I did both, I kissed him because he seemed nervous and it helped in the moment, but I was also enticed by his cock, it was nice and thick and he was so nice too so I made a decision, and decided to have sex, which was pretty good…except my dumbass horny brain didn’t make him use a condom (I’m on bc anyway) nor was I entirely certain that he was absolutely STI clean because I didn’t ask to see a most recent test before… anyway we did what we did.

Since then I have gotten tested and thankfully I’m clean so dodged a bullet there, but now have asked him to get tested too (since he hadn’t got one before we had sex) but he’s being super shady and slippery about it, refuses to get tested. This coupled with his extreme anxiety and distrust about even my test, I sent the confirmation text message to let him know I was sti clean (as I always do after meeting someone whether I fuck them or not) and he starts to question the validity of it, asking to see time stamps, which I also send! But he still refuses to get one himself. Super sus. But at-least I know I’m clean and safe. And my IUD is a godsend, I’m on my period so I know I’m not pregnant (I tested just incase too).

But wow what a clusterfuck, some people aren’t cut out to be on here, they don’t get the “random” part of raomd and can’t allow themselves to just have a good time without later interrogating and becoming extremely evasive. Anyway lesson learnt.

I’m going to be taking a bit of a break now from guys on here, I know there’s some great people on here, but on top of everything else in my life this took a large mental load out of me…all for what I can only describe as a 6/10.

TLDR: I fucked around and nearly found out. Broke my rules for a 6/10 experience, risked catching an STI and only had a small orgasm.