Day 1 (days are not sequential) I was browsing the older posts on r/raomd and I came across one that looked interesting, it was a nearby score! and a long post (EVEN BETTER). It was the perfect balance of length, humor(not that there can ever be enough), and sanity. So I sent the guy a message and we chatted a bit, and agreed to meet at this local coffee shop (where there are tittys (just one picture unfortunately) on the wall and the hot chocolate is robust. We sit down together and chat about life. Immediately I see that he is super shy, which was kinda endearing, so I made sure to really bring out my talkativeness (sometimes it’s hard for me to do that, because I identify as an ambivert introvert leaning, but my family and friends say “that's a lie like carpet on the flo” It certainly helped me that he was into Japanese stuff though. Blah blah blah, nearing the end of our time in the cafe he asked me if I could tell he was shy, I said immediately yes. He asked “was it really that obvious?” I said “Yes, but you did get more comfortable as we talked more.” I asked the same question back, and he said that I seemed confident. He started to talk more and for a while already, I've been thinking to myself is he going to say let's go soon? I was really nervous to say it, but I was ready to bounce, so I said "do you want to get out of here?” and we promptly left.

**For the best success experience playing🎧🎶 “You’ve got to play with it before you lay with it” by Ms.Jody is recommended.

So we get to his apartment. I see that he has two cute kitties, one is named Ink and the other is named Gem (names have been changed to protect privacy 😽meow.) Had a quick conversation on boundaries again. As we're sitting on the edge of his bed together this time this is where I get nervous, and he is as cool as a cucumber and I'm just like how bro? We’re the opposite when it comes to getting nervous I suppose. We start kissing and petting (no, not the cats, y’all some freaks) He asked me if I want him to keep his pants on, I said “no”, but what I really wanted to say was I need to see all of that! He starts his decent down my body sucking on my nipples, kissing my stomach. I was embarassed by the intimacy of it, I loved it though. Actually it made me think of something one of my favotite porn stars Owen 🩶 Gray said (I’m not sure exactly how he said it) but to the effect of “going slow is the only way I know how to have sex, its the only way that makes sense to me.” Thinking about that somehow made me more comfortable. As he’s down there carpet munching, to my surprise he grabs my thighs, and this also helps me relax as it’s one of those little things that makes the situation hotter and shows eagerness , I’m still in my head on trying to cum (and a lot of sex is mental) so while he was doing a great job, I got really close and had a small orgasm (I was happy at then time, as it’s our first time meeting and a win is a win). Most of the time except for one other time I come nowhere close to getting a small one. Ever since I heard that song By Megan the Stallion where she says “I aint lyin about my nut, just to make a ***** happy” (he’s white though, but the point still stands. I’ve tried to embody that attitude because it ain’t helpin nobody who wants to cum, not to cum. After that we cuddled and had some honest conversation about sex and stuff.

Day 2 I was feeling horny this day and I had class…..but heres the thing it was on halloween and this class can be done all online if you want to, but the professor says you get extra credit if you show up in person. At this time mind you my grade was an A. Since the professor said you can do the class online most of the class didn't show up in person anyway. So as I was sitting in the parking lot at school I was like “I'll be damned if I'm one of the only people in this classroom on Halloween.” So I messaged him and I said can I come over. To my utter delight, he said that he was free. Many happy dancing gifs in the chat sent later….. I arrive at his apartment. I said to him I'd like to revisit our boundary talk. I asked him if he would be willing to give it up like a high schooler on prom night (I thought this in my head though lol). He said yeah, and I'm about ready to jump him. We start off pretty much the same kissing and petting as he’s down there it feels better and he grabs my thighs again…..sigh💛. It was a combination of me feeling more wayyyy more comfortable with him and his tongue work that let me have a true orgasm.He was probably down there for 8 or nine minutes. I was shaking like an inflatable tube man. It was awesome! So as I laid there in my afterglow for a bit. I put my mouth to work and started giving some sloppy toppy. I heard about this trick that if you close your thumb in your fingers it helps with your gag reflex, it seemed like it helped a bit. So he put the condom on and we went into my favorite position, ‘folded missionary’ and it was some good stuff. He came, yay! You get to cum, you get to cum, everybody gets to cum. Afterwards we cuddled up together and had some more honest talk I told him that was my first time cumming from oral, and that I had a small one last time. He said he repeated what he thought I responded to last time, We love a perceptive king. We started kissing and he started to give himself a handjob, it was hot peeking on the side ( we were perpendicularly kissing) he got nice and hard and asked if we could fuck again. I said “boy if you don’t come over here, as I assumed the position lol. He really fucked me hard this time, it was so good and he lasted a good amount of time, my legs were starting to cramp and i was having a hard time putting them down after. More cuddling ensued and I was telling him I was feeling squirmy so he brought out the cadillac of vibrators: HITACHI. This time he got to watch me masturbate as he was kissing me. He asked if he could do something else to make it feel better and i said suck on my left nipple (the more sensitive one) and play with the right one. It was just so intoxicating watching him bob up and down on and off my nipple and he squeezed and pinched the other one. When I started to cum ✨again✨ he hugged/squeezed my body really tight, which made my oragasm stronger and it was all just so hot I didn't know what to do. I’m gonna fuck him again soon.

Thank you for coming to my TED Talk lol jk.