Firstly, I’m not sure if it’s just me living in Southern CA or what I posted, but I received literally hundreds of chat requests and messages. My apologies for not getting to them all, but hopefully it’s understandable. I don’t have hard numbers or anything but I want to say about 30% of my replies were your standard one-liners (if you won’t put in any effort in your initial message, what does that say about if we were to meet?), and maybe another 10% shot me a photo of their cock (maybe they thought this was a different sub?) Still, I received easily 100 quality messages/chats from some cute boys so it was hard to pick just one to go with..

The Selection

One message from a guy we’ll call “J” stood out; he has had some success on here (which was a fun read), but even if that wasn’t a factor he seemed confident in his ability and was very reassuring and patient. It helped that he was very easy to talk with about non-sexual subjects too, and I laid out my terms so that there were no surprises. Without going into too much detail, oral sex for me was a hassle at best and traumatic at worst, so while I wanted to finally move past it all, I needed the guidance of someone very patient.

The Meetup

J seemed like the man for the job, so after a few days we set a time and place to meet up. I’m ashamed to admit that my nerves got the best of me here and I couldn’t go through with any muff dive that night, but J reassured me again that it was OK, and we spent the next few hours going over my past trauma and experience. I wouldn’t call it professional therapy or anything, but it was the talk I needed before I could proceed with any muff diving.

The Meetup, take 2

J, ever so patient with me, agreed to try again and came over for a proper muff dive. Without making this sound X rated, he calmed my nerves and proceeded to spend a solid 45 minutes (!) slowly easing me into my first oral sex in a long time, and I could feel the bad events of the past slowly melt away while this was happening. I finally got to cum, and after a little rest and cuddling, he helped me explore some new things at my own pace (no intercourse per my terms, but we tried some new oral positions and other things). At one point I think I teared up at how fantastic oral sex could be for me, something that just a month or two ago I couldn’t even imagine!

[SUCCESS]

I was extremely pleased with how everything went, and feel that this was exactly what I needed at this point in my life. Thank you RAOMD for the perfect night!