I've had an extraordinarily unlikely and difficult life — the kind people make films about. One aspect of this is that I have had no trouble attracting serious romantic partners, but I have almost zero sexual experience. Almost everyone I attract romantically is explicitly not interested in me sexually, often because of my gender identity and submissive nature, and I've been repeatedly, publicly, traumatically shamed for seeking sexual encounters. I'm no longer dating seriously because of this, for the time being. I haven't really been touched, outside of one hug, in almost three years.
All I enjoy is eating pussy. That's literally it, and I've never really been able to practice very much. Other kinds of sex are borderline-traumatic for me, especially when the other person sees me as male or expects me to use my dick (so, if you don't like dick, that won't be a problem). I'm not even ashamed to say it anymore: at this point, I am looking for a pity fuck, and to me, "fucking" strictly means going down on you.
I am 6'0, 230 pounds, have never had access to any healthcare (including hormones — that is probably relevant), am chronically socially anxious, and am from an impoverished family background. I tend to prefer other plus-size people, but I'm attracted to many different body types.
I can't host, as my housing situation is very precarious, but I can travel and am happy to. My car is being repaired this week.
Thanks for reading; if you're interested, you know where to find me.
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