at the thought of being with an older man, but if you love sucking cock, what I bring to the table is that I last a very long time.

Perhaps you have a fetish sucking off in shape dirty old pervy grandpa with thick cut long lasting cocks and shaved balls. Bring a friend if it is too much for you
To provide some contract, while in college many years ago, I had my very own blow job girl. It was a way of life for her and she loved it. There was never sex as she just loved to plant herself between my legs as I sat on a couch or laid on my back and she sucked my cock and licked my balls for hours. Being young I would cum 6-8 times. The activity would send the two of us into a dream like state. It was so much fun that it is hard to describe to anyone who has not experienced it. She would get fucked too, because I got it up so easily, but she just loved to suck. Sadly I met her my junior year and since she was a freshman, it only lasted two years. What made matters worse is that we did not live close to one another.
The point I want to make is that it was if she lived to suck my cock and we had such a symbiotic relationship where we would feed off of each others energy. Being older and at a different stage of my life, I can no longer cum quickly and in fact can last an hour at times. I really want to meet someone like her. I know it is an odd type of relationship, but it is such a close one because oral sex is so personal and we can keep this secret between us and no one else would know we have this craving for each other. I know you may feel awkward and feel that people may look down on you if your fetish was known. I have the same fetish but it is one of receiving to match your giving so I understand. I am not a guy that will want to have regular sex with you too much. I only like discreet oral sex. However being older I am fine orally pleasuring you, but if you want to ride me, I will let you do that too because I can last, but I must finish in your mouth.
I want to find my new local blow job girl so please write if you are out there reading this and interested. Any nonsense will be sent to the trash can.
Besides my age, I am white, 6', 200, very thick cut mushroom head cock with shaved balls, have most of my graying hair, educated, vaxxed and a non smoker.
Write if you want to know more. Perhaps you are out there but my gut tells me I will be posting a long time.