I'm looking for something... specific.

I'm looking for a muse. An inspiration. A Maiden or Matron of the Arts, if you will.

Someone to help me round out the last couple tracks on my first album.

Why am I posting here, you ask? Did I get lost? r/music is... somewhere else?

Well, my dear Shes and Theys, I am here, in this place, for you.

I have songs that are angry.

I have songs that are angsty.

I have songs that are sad.

I have songs that are nostalgic.

I have songs that are filled with ennui.

You know what songs I don't have?

I don't have any songs that are really about anything that's sexual in nature. I want that slow, driving, quickening tempo. I want the blissful, floating/sinking grief of the post-orgasmic plummet back to reality. I want the careful exploratory excitement of touching and being touched by someone for the first time. I want it on the Banjo or Guitar.

This isn't because I don't have sex, I do just fine, thank you very much. Its more that when I write music, I usually do it in the moment, when I'm feeling whatever it is that I'm feeling and out comes something that, to me, is the same feeling, but sounds a lot like string instruments. This presents a problem. Have you ever tried doggy while playing guitar? Missionary with a Banjo? Maybe a little spooning and a mandolin? No? Me neither. But I want to. And, hopefully, if you've gotten this far, you're a little curious too.

So I realize that most likely, I cannot play a full sized instrument and have the kind of sex I usually have at the same time. Rough BDSM or just rough sex won't work for this. Instead, I think I need to be more passive for this process. I need to be able to use both hands consistently on my instrument, so you'll have to do most of the work, sexually, for the recording ( *audio only folks*). I'm thinking just like a very, very slow, long blowjob with a lot of foreplay. If you have other ideas, I'm game, and I'm multi-orgasmic, so I can try a few different things.

Don't worry, I'm more than happy to reciprocate in any fashion you choose. Want me to go down on you for an hour? With toys? Done. Tie you up and read Sylvia Plath to you make you read Sylvia Plath to me? Why not. Treat you roughly while I whisper how pretty and perfect you are in your ears dressed like your 9th grade Bio Teacher? Great. I. Am. Down. Let me know.

So, About me:

I'm 28, 5'8" long black hair, blue eyes, attractive, facial hair changes every day, 155 lbs, in good shape, and I have a 7 " long and 6.5"thick cock. Disease free, 420 and hallucinogen friendly. Plays many instruments. Vaxxxed. Open minded, kinky, into enthusiastic consent. Happy to trade pics if you want.

Located in WNC, willing to travel (reasonably) and host.

About you:

Minimum: 18 Disease Free, 420 Friendly, into the idea, and willing to execute it with me. That last one is more important than your physical appearance, by far.

It would be cool if: You are confident in your sensuality and sexuality, and your skill in the bedroom. You have endurance in the bedroom. You're vaxxxed. You are cute. You are generally in shape. You have a fetish for string instruments. Are willing to come to my place (moving a bunch of instruments around is less than ideal). Can verify yourself early on in our conversation.

Message me with your favorite instrument in the title if you've read this far!

Thanks for reading, hope to hear from all of you soon!