First of all, thank you to all of my responders. I know it's shallow and unhealthy, but getting attention from men (for any reason) makes me feel good and got me out of the depression for a bit.

So, there was quite a few who drew my interest and it took me a while but I did come up with a few who made me excited. Quick shout to each of them:

Graham karate dude, thank you for showing confidence. It might not have been your fault necessarily but the tribute let down twice in a row was frustrating. Maybe we still might hook up but only if our schedules align. Nice looking dick, you don't need to exaggerate.

Ohio guy, thanks for the good time, even though not in person. I think you're sexy. You should comment here so that other people can see some of your vids.

The dude from Tacoma (the great one) you're hot and I'd like to taste your dick still. Hit me up.

Bonney Lake guy thank you for your time and your detailed responses, but you need to calm down a bit. Domination is hot and I'd like to be handcuffed but the whole dog house thing was extreme. Other than than, you do have me excited of you want to message me again. My mom lives in Enumclaw and I may need a ride there soon.

The guy who blamed me for your failures with women- you need some professional help. I'll still blow you if you make it down here, but only for those reasons I told you. A success story with you would probably be a let down to most people, but I think if I included your messages to me that most people would read it just to comment how fucked up you are.

And finally, a shout out to my two successes.

"Andy" apparently lives very near to me, and was able to come over as soon as I gave permission. He is pretty much my ideal man: kinda tall, kinda chunky, thick but not long cock. Andy lived close enough to walk, and met me at the front door. He made very little small talk but was very sweet with his compliment of my hair. I know it's dumb, the guy actually came to my house to meet a stranger for a blowjob but it really was sweet.

I gave Andy a beer and sat him on the couch then I turned on my bf porn. Andy seemed a little uncomfortable but I was already high and over the inhibitions. So I started to unbutton his pants but he wasn't hard obviously nervous. I just slid my mouth onto his dick and swirled it for a few seconds before he got really stiff. Andy wasn't really drinking his beer, so I told him to and then he downed it in like 10 seconds. I kept my head bobbing on him, and he really seemed to like my tongue and I was playing with his balls with my hand. I swirled and twisted and tried to make him feel good, because right then I felt very good.

Andy lasted less than 15 minutes and then he really came a LOT. I fucking loved it and it tasted good. I kept going and sucking his dick really hard until he was back to soft again. I reminded Andy that I wanted a long time and he just said he couldn't. I kept trying but he wouldn't get hard again. After a few minutes, he said he was going to go and then he did. So it was a good time but not long enough. I jilled off to sleep.

The next morning I had like 50 messages and one was a guy who it turns out worked with me before. I always thought he was hot and I loved that he was a redditor so I asked him over. "Bill" showed up pretty quick and he was ready with his dick out as soon as I answered the door. I brought him to the couch and he pulled out some tequila shooters!

So, two tequilas down, I started to blow him. Bill is kinda tall and dark hair classic looking but his dick is a little small. But I have no problem with that. Bill sat down and I turned on porn for him and then I started to suck him. Bill held my hair and kinda guided my head and then I got hot and took off my shirt then my bra then everything except my panties. Bill was very patient with me when he was controlling my head and I let him make me go up or down as much as he wanted. He clearly like deep throat which was easy because he wasn't too big. After about 20 minutes Bill started to cum in my mouth. I was surprised but I liked it and then even better he stayed hard.

For about 40-45 minutes I kept blowing him and then he came in my mouth again. I was really, really wet and horny and I would have let him fuck me if he asked. But all I did was keep sucking. Bill held my head down and I FUCKING LOVED IT!

I tried getting him to cum again but he couldn't, and as soon as he left I had an AMAZING orgasm just thinking about it.

More success stories may follow!