Don't get me wrong, I love a typical blowjob. I mean how could I complain? To be able to sit back, to watch a you, a girl I've only just met, sensually work my married cock deeper and deeper into your mouth. That coy little smile when you pull back, gently stroking my cock with your hand while you look up at me, before you dive back in, running your tongue up the underside of my cock from base to tip before taking my fat head into your mouth once again. Noooo.... I'd never complain about a blowjob like that.

That being said... What I really want- what really satisfies me? It's a bit more intense than that. Instead of me sitting back on your couch while you work your magic on me, I want to be standing over you, you on your knees. A firm grasp on your hair, pulling back ever so slightly, forcing you to tilt your head back and look up at me with those big eager eyes of yours. I want to lean over, my face close to yours, practically growling at you.

"I've been thinking about this pretty little mouth all day" I'll say to you, as I slide two of my thick fingers over your lower lip, Pushing them deeper over your tongue. "Are you going to be a good girl for me today?"

You try to nod and answer, but I've pressed into your gag reflex now, and you choke a little bit. And that's what I want- to test you. To press you. To train you.

I want to rub your face against the crotch of my work pants, I want you to feel the hard outline of my cock straining against the fabric. I want you to fucking beg to taste it. I want you to be mine to control and command.

I want to tell you to take my cock out. Now. I want you to whimper like a needy little slut while you fumble with my belt, I want you to moan as you take hold of the base, ready to guide it into your hungry mouth. And I want to slap you for touching it without being told. "Who told you to grab it?" I'll say, as I'm taking hold of both your little wrists in one of my big hands, pinning them on the wall above your head. "No hands. Open your mouth for me. Now."

And you do. You open wide. Because you're a good girl. Because you want to be used. Because you work so hard and put so much expectation on yourself. Because your pretty little head is always full of anxious thoughts and you know I'm going to fuck each and every one of those worries right out of your skull. You're going to open your mouth and throat for me and for the moment we share, you'll be nothing. Nothing in a good way. A fleshlight. An object. An empty-headed vessel for my cock to thrust into. An eager face to wear my cum. And for that moment, you'll be free from all the burdens that you carry. No Past, no future. No planning, no analyzing, no strategy, no fear, no anxiety. For that moment- you'll be mine.

So yeah- I wouldn't complain about a blowjob. I wouldn't turn down a blowjob. But what I really want goes much deeper than a blowjob.

I'm 40 years old, married and discreet. My wife does not know, and will not know, that I am here. That's my burden to carry but I like to be up front about my situation because I know it's not for everyone.

I'm 6' tall and 180lbs. I work a blue collar job that keeps me looking reasonably fit. I have an attractive face and body. I've got a great cock, and huge loads. (really). It's going to be better if you can host, but I'm sure we can figure something out.

Message me your age and location, tell me what you like about my post, and tell me if you can host or not. I don't want to message endlessly but I am open to chat for a bit to make sure we both feel comfortable. I like to verify before getting too deep into things, as well, so please be comfortable with verification.

Best times for me are going to be weekdays, mid afternoon. Occasionally I can make a Saturday afternoon work.

I can't wait to put you on your knees.