I know many women enjoy giving blowjobs because they feel it is both a submissive act, in the way of serving a partner, and a dominant act, in the way of being in control of his pleasure. Being a dominant man, I can agree to that. I can see the merit in that. I've certainly had my fair share of experiences where my body is shaking, my knees are weak, as my lucky partner keeps me right on the edge, her eyes smiling as she slowly works my cock over with her mouth, the precum flowing across her tongue letting her know she's got me right where she wants me. I don't necessarily feel dominated in that scenario, I don't feel submissive to her desires, but I can recognize that when laying back and receiving a relaxing and sensual blowjob, I am not the one in control. I can enjoy that, because I enjoy a mouth on my cock more than anything else. Ever. Full stop.

But it's not what I'm chasing here. It's not what satisfies both my body and my mind. To receive a blowjob is physically pleasurable. But to take a throat? That's something more. That satisfies my brain. That satisfies my soul. That feels like something that beckons to a primal beast that lives within me. That moves something deeply within me, and restores balance to my life. I would even say that from a purely physical standpoint, only speaking of the pleasure of touch, it probably actually feels better to have you sensually stroke me with the softness of your tongue and mouth. The wet, warm, pillowy sensations of being slowly swallowed may actually feel better than the roughness, the urgency, the no holds barred act of jamming the head of my cock as deep into your throat as possible. Being slowly sucked by a mouth does in fact feel better than fucking my cock into a hole. Generally speaking. But my mind needs satisfaction as well. I want to feel that pure dominance surging through my cock. I want to feel your submission as you whimper and struggle but open wider as your body begs for air but your slut soul begs for more cock. I want to be visually stimulated as the makeup runs down your face and mixes with the spit and the drool, your hair matted against your forehead, the desperate puppy dog eyes as you slide deeper and deeper into your most basic and most slutty persona.

It’s a struggle, having a desire you can’t seem to move past. And it only seems to grow stronger the longer it goes unfulfilled. The desire to have a younger woman on her knees, looking up at me, opening her throat for me, giving me her mouth to be used as I please. The desire to push my cock deep into her throat, to feel her hair in my tightening fist as I give into my lust and use her mouth harder and harder, pushing her onto my cock, pushing her deeper and deeper despite her gagging and choking. The spit, the drool, her muffled moans and whimpers and the wet sounds of my cock thrusting in and out of her throat. Her gasping for air when I relent to allow her to catch her breath.

It’s an obsession, and I can’t seem to shake it. It’s more than just a blowjob, it’s a moment. Nothing else exists. Just her, and my cock. All else fades away as she submits her throat to me. It is more than something I want. It is something I NEED.

Do you feel my words? Does this post speak to something deep within you? Something unfulfilled? Something neglected? Something long forgotten or something long awaited?

Let's explore. Give me your time. Give me your throat. Give me your mind... And I'll take every burden. Each stroke of my cock down your throat will grab a lingering thought from your pretty little head, and with each backstroke, I'll pluck it out. Watch those anxieties fall to the floor with every drop of deep throat drool, one by one, until you're just an empty headed cock sucking slut, not a care in the world, but one goal- to get this cum.

I'm 6' tall, 175 lbs. Attractive. Clean, recently tested. I'm very vocal, very dominant, I love dirty talk. I'm also, outside the context of this post, very easy to talk to, very up front, and very respectful. So your limits and boundaries will be discussed, as well as whether or not you would like to work within those limits or push past them. Once you're on your knees for me, I will be in charge. But as we chat and work out the details, your input is important. I will make sure that we both to enjoy this experience.