I'm 6'1", 195 lbs/average, skinnyfat or dad-bod-ish I guess, very young looking for my age, large cock but I'm far more interested in yours.

I've had a really intense fixation with cocks and cum for most of my life. I watch way more gay porn than strait porn. I've been craving one to play with badly, but unfortunately I'm not attracted to the men as a whole (just their cocks!), so this places most potential encounters out of my comfort zone (a trans woman would be ideal, but I've found that most do not like their cock being the center of attention, so I've kind of given up on that idea). I'm also super shy and hesitant, and I think I'd be more comfortable with someone similar, people who are really forward if I'm only attracted to part of them isn't ideal.

I think at first I would just like to give a hand job to see if fantasy even matches reality at all (I certainly appreciate that sometimes it does not). Would have posted in raohj but that sub was banned. Haha If I end up loving it then maybe that cock will go in my mouth next time. Even though I do fantasize about being fucked, I'm not into pain or sexual health risks, so that wouldn't be in the near future I don't think. I do fantasize about frotting (rubbing cocks together) so that is certainly a possibility. There's also a possibility that my girlfriend could be involved if you and her are both into it. That could include DVP and rubbing/frotting our two cocks together to see who cums first (I hope it's you, because I want my cock covered with your cum, but it will probably be me).

I think because I'm not attracted to men, I prefer someone less masculine, maybe shorter than me and clean shaven face (but I don't mind if you have a hairy body or cock), and not muscular. You don't need to be "attractive" but I think there's a certain type that would let me let my guard down. I think I prefer smaller cocks with the logic that it would be easy to fit in various places ;). Also because if your cock is shorter than mine (7" and thick) when you cum when we're frotting it will get more of your delicious cum on my cock. I also love love love uncut cocks, but it isn't a requirement (I'm circumcized myself sadly). Also into quick cummers.