I'm struggling to get rid of my supply. I'm going to filter through my phone and connections and get rid of the sourcing to start but I still have some supplies. I know there are drug pickup programs. I don't want to flush it or throw it in a trash can because of the safety risks too.

I've had a psychological issue with throwing away or getting rid of things because " I don't want to waste it" I recognize that some things are meant to be rid of.

I am lost in actually finding my worth after all of this. I woke up today with a fear of having items and so I make dumb decisions about usage or things similar. Any advice is helpful and wanted.

I've developed substance abuse disorder over it and I'm not sure what it entails but that's what has happened.