This post has been de-listed
It is no longer included in search results and normal feeds (front page, hot posts, subreddit posts, etc). It remains visible only via the author's post history.
I'm ready to step into the dark side of my mind. The part that I ignored for a long long time. I know now that I've been keeping myself delusional and/or numb deliberately. But it's time to heal. However.. I don't think I can get the help I need. I've been to many therapists and psychiatrists who don't really care or just aren't (smart?) Enough to deal with a CPTSD patient. Not to mention that I can't afford it anymore. Where I'm from I can get free governmental programs BUT doctors who work there are crap and it can affect my career or used against me in the future.
I'm at loss and it makes me angry that I'm finally ready to heal and open up but all the doors around me are shut.
Subreddit
Post Details
- Posted
- 4 years ago
- Reddit URL
- View post on reddit.com
- External URL
- reddit.com/r/RBNSpouses/...