My only non narc member of my family, my grandpa, is in hospice right now during his final days or hours. We don't know how long he is going to hang on. I just could really use someone to message or something while I'm up at the hospice occasionally. I am trying to be there for him and do things like wet his dry mouth, move him, change him, make sure he gets his needs met and isn't in pain or suffering, but otherwise I am either all alone up here or barraged by narcs being... Well, narcs, and making things about themselves, talking shit about me, misgendering me, just... Having someone to talk to that isn't trying to get money or an emotional rise out of me while I go through this would be so relieving. Especially if you have experience with a relative going through hospice or similar, because frankly I don't know what the fuck I'm doing with all this. It's so fucking hard and I really just... Fuck. I don't know. I could just really use someone to vent to, commiserate with, and honestly a hug because it feels like my heart is just being stomped on and I have to hold it together and take care of him because no one else is.