I started a mailing list in April, I thought I'd have a lot of time for carding and I promised so much for the subscribers. But then a lot of things came up and I get mentally tired almost everyday, I lose the motivation to do any of my hobbies. I know that no one probably actually remembers the lists they sign up for but I still feel really bad that I haven't mail anything out yet (at first it was because the post said it would take 3 months to reach any country because covid and I was scared my mail wouldn't make it there safely)

The mailing list is supposed to last until 2022 but I just feel so bad that I haven't been able to do anything lately. I also haven't been making thanking posts for some of the mail I've received since April. I'm going to try to do that later. I'm just so sorry everyone.