Hey for completeness, I'm 145lbs, blond, blue, 5'10", attractive, but not really looking for a typical meetup. Instead, I sort of want to know why it feels so many people are into girl-on-girl (at least in fantasies), but no girls I meet are into the idea of two guys playing?

Are you a unicorn? Are you someone who actually thinks it's hot that one guy might dominate another? That it could be hot or even feel taboo for one masculine guy to surrender himself to total cocklust and end up worshipping another?

I'm straight acting and normally love fucking women—but something about another swinging dick in the locker room, or a subtle bulge in sweat pants, or even just the swagger of a confident guy who knows what he wants and takes it—it turns my brain into mush, makes me feel weak in the knees, makes my mouth subconsciously water. Maybe I need to be breaking from my otherwise dominant side and flipping completely into serving him.

I'd love to find a girl to talk about this and fantasize with about this. Maybe you know an ex with a great dick. Or maybe you want to tease/humiliate me, or maybe you're a bit of a domme and derive power from giving me instructions about where to show up for you and what pictures I need to take to prove I did it. Or maybe you're just turned on by the idea of a straight guy turning. My ultimate dream is to kneel with another girl in front of a guy who has his way with us. I worship his balls while she throats him. But then we switch off. Back and forth. And fight over who gets his cum. Woah... sorry too far? I get carried away when I'm horny, haha.

Regardless, let me know if it's a turn on. Or at least let me know why it's not a turn-on the way we fetishize lesbians. Even though I'm horny for something naughty, I'm genuinely curious about the sociology of it all too!