Hey there stranger! This post may read more like a journal entry than a regular r4r post so forgive me for being long-winded.

I was raised pretty conservative / religious and I de-converted fully only maybe a year ago. Because of the toxicity especially surrounding sexuality, I feel like I missed out on a lot of formative sexual experiences that you'd usually have in your early to mid 20s. That's my way of saying that I am a late bloomer, but also that I'm fully embracing my wholly horny sexual self with love!

One way I've learned to love my sexual self has been to write down my sexual bucket list, mostly to try to figure out what I like / don't like as I experience them and to chronicle the thought processes of my sexual side of myself. One item that's been high on the list of my list that I'm very enthusiastic about has been exploring public play.

I feel very turned on at the thought of being risqué, of giving into horny thoughts even when it's not the most appropriate. I know this is a bit vague but some scenarios I'd love to try is to maybe go to a forgettable movie, get a bit handsy while we ignore what's on screen. That or maybe we go clothes as shopping and take a bit longer in our dressing room?

In terms of what I've discovered about myself so far, I've learnt that I LOVE giving. I feel very very turned on by the idea of giving pleasure. There's just something so satisfying about seeing my partner having fun and knowing that I helped with that. I've also discovered that I love spontaneity and being impulsive and the idea of giving in.

A bit about what I look like physically, I'm 6' 165lbs. I'd say that I'm in the best shape of my life at the moment after having run a few ultra marathons (50mi being the longest) over the summer / fall alongside multiple mountaineering and backcountry ski trips. I have brown skin and black curly hair. I get told often that my smile is infectious. I'm also a bit on the larger side between my legs. I’m not sharing this to show off, but rather with the understanding that it may not be for everyone.

In terms of my personality I'm generally an optimist. I tent to assume the best of people unless proven wrong. I try to keep things fun and light. I don't take myself too seriously, I like to laugh a lot but also open for deeper more meaningful conversations.

In terms of logistics, I live alone in Fremont and open to connections ideally in Seattle proper but also open to the larger metro area. I'm recently tested clean and expect the same from you. I don't do drugs besides an occasional beer or an edible every now and then. I would also love to get a coffee or a drink with you for a vibe check. Happy to exchange pictures before we meet too to make sure we're both attracted to each other.

Thanks for making it all the way till the end. I am not entirely sure if anything is coming out of this but the optimist in me has a good feeling about it! Side note. I'm also very down to help you with any bucket list if you had any too!

Cheers and have a great holiday season!