I said you can't find love here, but I've got 2 days off, so here goes nothing. 

I am looking for a slow burn with  a guy who seems like a mythical being. Friends first then let more blossom.  

Some people don't know what they want. The thing about me is I know exactly what I want. It just seems impossible to find. I want a more traditional relationship, but not someone with conservative values and the mistreatment of women that can come with that. I want a man that protects and provides, but treats me with dignity as his equal. We are a team. Our roles are different but both are important and necessary. I'm perfectly happy to be a homemaker, but I expect appreciation for what I do for us and will of course give that in return. 

I am also ambitious in my own way. I want to become quite accomplished for writing my novels. I also enjoy painting, reading, re-watching 90s cartoons, and watching anime. I'm a multifaceted person. I like to wear pretty dresses and bake, but I also love to lift weights at the gym. I need you to be a multifaceted person too. Eager to keep me safe, but also happy to be vulnerable with me. We can have long conversations that never end, but also sit in silence and be happy just existing in the same place at the same time. Having the same goals for a future are far more important than having a million things in common. 

 I care more about personality than looks, but it doesn't hurt if you're tall. 

I love fashion, makeup, beauty--I am fancy and fab after all. Brown eyes, petite, milk chocolate skin. And still cute, curvy, and curious. I am 1000% monogamous, so if you're not into that please don't message. 

I am in the U.S., but I'm very open to relocating to another country at some point, so don't let distance deter you. Please be 32 and up. I will let you decide what to send as I am looking for healthy masculine energy. Do keep your reply about yourself though, Something about my post made you interested in me. I'd like for your message to do the same for me.  If you would like your own mini dessert fairy that leaves you love notes in your home-cooked lunch each day, you know what to do. That first message might be the beginning of our own love story.  If you're not looking for love, feel like we could be great friends, that's fine too--state that in your message. 

It might be some time before you hear from me as I am utterly exhausted. Unfortunately you're not here to cuddle and take care of me yet, so I have to do it myself. But, nothing relaxing in bed with my favorite squishmallow can't fix in the meantime. I also still wet(from a shower), wondering, and waiting. What will you send? Will it be the start of something beautiful?