So I f**ked up. Recently moved back to idaho and I started seeing an old platonic friend. Just so happens she's married. I was in love with her for so long I didn't think I'd get hurt by it. Wrong. Who the hell am I to think she was going to leave for me??

So after 9 years of being single for the most part except for a fling here and there...I choose her. Oof!

So really I'm not trying to meet up...for now. I just need a friend. Someone who I can message good morning to and they will appreciate it. Someone who smiles to get a how was your day message. Being lonely sucks...but being an idiot and pursuing a lost cause is worse.

So don't take pity. Did it to myself. But if any kind women out there are looking to have conversation with a gentleman, and establish a friendship...who knows! I moved across the country once lol. But um, maybe if you're in the pacific northwest that might be better? Lol

Here's to poor decisions and lonely hearts! 👀