Hello lovely,

Been a little while.

I miss you so much that at times it physically hurts. A puzzle that can’t find its missing piece.I think about you all the time. If you are alright. How you spend your days, if you’re eating enough. Sleeping enough. If you find things throughout the day that make you smile. What the last thing that made you laugh, was. What we’ll do when we’re finally able to transcend the boundaries of time and space that have kept us separated, so far, in this life. How we’ll spend our days when we are able to be together, finally in each other’s orbit.

It’s an odd feeling, to miss somebody I’ve never met. Yet I know you’re there. Because I can feel you, and we are the same.

We are the same, because we were all born in the heart of a supernova that became everything. Every drop of rain, each leaf that springs forth from the world tree, the feathery touch of the wind as it dances on our skin; every atom in our bodies was once a part of the sacred fire that lit the stars.

Yearning bound up in the details in the fabric of the universe, charged interplanetary starstuff that has been reaching out into the chasmic cosmos. Long lost electrostatic energy, trying to reunite cosmic dust that was torn asunder by a tempestuous storm in the Aether.I don’t know what forces have kept us apart all these years. But I want to find you. I want you to find me. To see me. Glowing in the darkness, fumbling around clumsily while I search earnestly for you. Hoping an impossible hope, and want, of you. Until one day, suddenly, you appear.

You are my best friend, my partner, and my lover. They say that no one can be everything for one person - but I want to try. Because you will be everywhere, and everything to me.

May we find ourselves back where we started, and know each other for the first time. Lots of firsts - with you. For the last time.

My heart has been broken so many times it has finally cracked open. I am in love with the world, and the impossible wonder of the unknown and unexpected. I know vulnerability, honesty, and curiosity. I live and feel every sadness and every joy, and because of that, I will love you more than I can possibly say, my walking heart. Tu me manques.

I haven’t asked for much in this life. I didn’t think I was allowed to. But I’m asking now; please, will you come find me? I believe in myself, and know I am finally ready for you.

I have the chat program turned off because I just don't like it (lol), so please send me a DM. There is also a more standard "about me" post pinned to my profile (which includes more photographs) if you're curious to know more about the being behind these words. May you have a blessed day.

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Hi! I like to funnel parts of my creativity into my personal ads, haha. There's plenty of information about me in my profile, but the basic gist is - silly, wholesome, creative geek who loves dogs, movies, long walks on the beach/in the woods, amusement parks and pop/alternative music. Curvy and fit (I work out 5/6 days a week pretty intensely), reader of books, listener and creator of podcasts, writer, quilter, painter, gardener. Solitary individual looking for my one.

I'm looking for someone who will adore and love me, and someone whom I can adore and love and worship. I may be a hobbit in all but size, but I have a lot of love to give the right man, and am looking for my darling who I can dote upon - and for him to dote upon me. I'm looking for real love with the right person.

Chemistry is important, and is something that tends to click into place between the right people, so I don't necessarily know what I'm looking for - but I'll know it when I see it and feel it. I do know that having a partner who is a reader and loves dogs is important to me, as is someone who takes care of themselves physically and emotionally. In touch with his feminine side and his inner child. That last bit might be the most critical - I want someone to be playful and silly with.

While I'm based in the PNW, I can work from anywhere, so when I say "everywhere" in my title, I mean that rather literally. Who knows where my person may be in this life? And what a magical time to be alive - with the internet, no one is really that far away. My heart is open for the right person. I'm not looking to rush into anything, but I am ready to start something serious, monogamous, real, and natural with the right person, should he appear. Please be ready and willing to pursue the same if things click.

LGBTQIA ally, but am looking for a cis-male ranging from age 30 to maybe 50 ish. Child free (yours and mine).

Verified photographs will be requested relatively soon into our interaction if we hit things off, and including a picture in your reply gets you to the top of the line.