I'm sick of it, I'm lonely, yet I don't really like being around others. I could need some life and excitement right now because I'm miserable, but I also want someone who is calm. I don't know how long I can continue living in this pit of a life; this is the most lost I've ever felt. Even though I'm not certain, I believe I need someone. Although I was doomed from the beginning, all of my previous attempts have been abject failures, and my affection for them has diminished with each futile endeavor.
I now resent the bitter, pessimistic person I used to be. At work, every day is a torture of nonstop human interaction, and I can't wait to get home to lie in bed and tune everything out. Existence is turning into a painful chore, and things will only become worse.
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