32[F4M] Looking for Love? (Here and Everywhere)

Can you fall in love with my soul? Are you able to look through the tattered edges and worn parts to get to the beautiful parts? The parts of me endowed with kindness, loyalty, passion, intelligence, and curiosity that knows no bounds?

I want to fall in love with someone who falls in love with me, but I don't just want it for the rush. I want to find the person who can call me in the middle of the night for any reason, the person I'll lose sleep over because I'm laying there wide awake, grinning so hard my teeth could break but I'd go on smiling. I want to eventually be beside my person, loving each other gently and passionately, and roughly when life calls for it, cause life definitely ain't always sweet and soft.

I want someone's hand outstretched to mine, always, no matter what we go through. I want to give that person my all, my loyalty, my undying love.

I'm looking for the classic endearing love that seems to be a thing of the past in this world of always looking for something more/better. This world of quick connections, and even quicker disconnections.

I haven't had much luck in love lasting permanently, but I know it can. I see it between my parents and between others, it must exist for me too. To add to to that sentiment, I do want children, I have always loved the idea of being a mom, but finding the right partner is crucial. Only a cruel world would fill me so full of love to never be able to gift it all to someone. Plus I'm too stubborn to give up looking, or even worse, to settle for someone undeserving of me.

I'm a person with hobbies and interests. With no children or pets or anyone sending me any messages. I'm a person waiting for the right one no matter how long it takes. The details about me matter, in a sense, but if I'm looking for someone to love my soul and vice versa, love should exist even when all else is stripped from us. It should exist in the glances we share and the way we talk to each other.

I am completely serious about finding a partner, so if you don't have intentions on forming a deep connection or giving me your undivided attention, please save us both some time. I won't respond to just "hey", or low effort messages, or people who get mad if their message goes unanswered for some time (I have a life and have to spend time doing human things like cooking soon, please dont assume, it's a darn right ugly trait). Tell me what about this post caught your eye. Tell me how you feel. Tell me something, whether it's about you or something you're passionate about.

After all, this has to start with us using our words, where it ends is a different conversation entirely.