Hope everyone is have a wonderful holiday day break. Where do I begin or what do I ramble about? (This may be long and random, fyi😅)

I'm pretty much a loner since I don't have any real friends to talk to nowadays. Everyone have their separate live and work been a burden since the pandemic for me(found a better company). I want to regain my old exciting self I use to be back in the old days. I want to find friends I can have a good times, forget my worries, be a goofball around them, laugh, be dorky, and nerdy.

Beside that, I also want to find a connection with a female to date. I don't have much of the dating experience since I only been with one person for a long time and ended my relationship few months back. I do have a type of woman I find attractive but I am open to all.

I am 34, Mexican American, single from the bay area. I can be shy and awkward in person. The more you get to more me, you see I am chill, sarcastic mouth, and goofbalI. I been trying to go back to my interests and hobbies back nowadays since I got a bit more free time on my hands. I am a bit of a nerdy guy with big grandpa glasses (hope you like that lol), with long black hair(I do want to dye my hair this coming year 😅), and looks skinny (but I think am a slightly fat in my opinion). I enjoy rock/emo/punk/etc. Please introduce me to new musics so i can blast out loud. I'm not sure what good bands are out there nowaday. I used to be a gamer by playing fighting games and the first Overwatch alot. Slowly trying to play Marvel Rivals on a PS5 and other games too. I do got a gaming laptop that I never really used. Maybe you can tell me what games to play on the PC 😊 My great achievement is having an associate degree in art history which I never used. All that knowledge wasted and don't remember a thing😭. However I do appreciate arts, enjoy going places such as museum and support artists if I can. I have an active job as a full-time maintenance technician for apartment property. Sometime I will stay overtime if needed and would be on rotation for emergency on-call for two week straight. Work can be overwhelming and tiring for me, but please have patience with me. It can be both physical and mentally tiresome.

I hope to hear from anyone soon. Maybe we will become best friends. Or those seeking for love. I hope I get to know you well. Tell me your interest, hobbies, goals in life, etc. If we get along, probably share pic of your yourself/face so do don't be stranger.