Life has a funny way of showing us that it can and will make is tumble as much as we need it. Some of us tumble a surprising amount, right? Heh. We fall and fall and fall, but we stand. Well, I hope we do.

What am I looking in a friendship? Companionship, cheap laughs, expensive laughs, MORBID laughs. Jk. Well maybe not so much. :)

I crave someone who will have my back, and I'll have theirs. When I'm sad, you're my shoulder. When you're sad, I'll be yours.

I'm the kind of person that wants to sit outside and watch the rain from the porch. With my arm around my partner, quietly existing. I want to smell the garden we grow. I want to look at the heavens and smile and wonder how it all happened so quickly.

I've been dormant...for a couple of years, but I don't want to stagnate anymore. I'm going to start shoving those coals of desire right into the furnace again. Of course, nothing starts fast, well, except really powerful engines.

Damn, I get off course so easy. Anyway, I'm looking for someone who won't be afraid to show tenderness, a motherly side. Someone who actually cares about human life, who can maybe influence me a little. I have tons of empathy, but lately, I don't know. The world seems duller. Y'know? Someone who just wasn't appreciated, was told they weren't feminine enough, was shunned for being tough or strong, or whatever else. I want that. I want a strong person, someone who can match MY emotional strength with theirs.

I am a work in progress. I don't see people for their flaws. I hate shallow mentalities. I don't care for them, honestly. The one for me will be empathetic, and gentle, caring, like I am. If you're a work in progress too, it doesn't matter to me, we're both humans, trying to survive this harsh world. Let's do it together, healthily.

As far as hobbies, I love video games. If you're down to watch me play, watch me stream when I play, or even just listen to me while I'm playing then it will be perfect. Additionally, if you actually play the same games as me, then I would LOVE that. I play RPGs, MMOS, Survival Crafting, and Colony Sims.

Most of my info is on my page, but I'll say here too, I suppose.

I'm 6'2", dark long hair, mostly pale, bit of freckles here and there, chocolate brown eyes, and a goatee and mustache. I'm chubby. Stocky. Husky, with big shoulders, big thighs, and big, strong arms.

Hope we match soon. :)