Seriously though, I lost count of the number of people that were looking for the exact same thing. I really don't know. I'm caring, I genuinely want to know how your day was, but not in a clingy way. I love having long drawn or conversations about nothing on particular. Sometime I can get a little too wound up and hyper, that the AuDHD. I was married for 20 years, lost about half my weight ( on purpose hitting the gym) and then she leaves me. It's unfortunate, but I realize we were never right due each other, were were truly just stupid kids, like so many people tried to tell us.

But...I know what I want now. I wanna hold your hand. When I walk by you, I'm going to gently squeeze your shoulder, or waiat or run my hand down your back. (If that puts a little smile on your face when I do, fucking awesome). We can cuddle up on the couch and watch TV, go for a walk, try new things. I mean I don't want to be attached at the hip and just never apart.....I mean I don't think? Lol. But I want someone that WANTS to spend time with me and is willing to t ry new things.

I just want some communication. Let's talk about what we want and need and but just expect the other person to figure it out.

I love helping you out with things as well

I know I can be a little much at times. I fully acknowledge the game that I just don't know when to just shut the absolute fuck up sometimes. I have a tendency to say something and just fuck everything up, especially when I'm hyper.

I have at much love to give

No half measures. I'm all in. If I'm into you, I'll be your biggest cheerleader, your loudest fan, and most carong coach... I don't know I just went with sports there.

I'm getting back into having a life after a failed 20yr experiment. Lessons learned. Now it's time to have some fun, who's with me?