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There's nothing worse than that feeling alone when you are in the room with someone who is supposed to love you. To be your partner, your companion. No matter how much affection, support you give, it's never given back. Not even an ounce worth of support back.
I try to be someone for people but I never get back what I put out there. My therapist says that while I fill others cups up, mine is dry. I find myself feeling isolated, despite reaching out to my loved ones. I'm not given the energy I give.
I do need something else right now. I'm hoping that can be you. I work from home, no kids (I had a vasectomy). Getting a divorce, trying to date again. Recently have been forced to realize my own mortality and it's a bit of a drag to say the least.
I would say my primary hobby is reading. I enjoy reading fantasy, comics, mythology, psychology, thrillers and romance. I also enjoy writing my own stories, urban fantasies and erotica when I have the inspiration to do so.
While I am working, I have Leverage on in the backgroundand I'm going to cook some turkey tacos for dinner tonight. I'm down to talk about almost anything. I just want a connection with someone. I want to feel the warmth of their attention. I want that excitement again.
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