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Good morning, SoCalR4R, it's a manic (Thursday?) morning and I am feeling really fucking nostalgic and lonely. I definitely can't party like I did when I was 23 anymore. Not that I'd want to. I'm pretty sure I'd fucking die. Nobody tells you that it really does get harder to lay in bed all day without your back hurting.
I did go full Britney and shaved my head, but I like it!
Facebook just started feeding me posts from Equestrian Singles and I don't have a horse, so I guess that is probably a sign for.. something. My current hyperfixation are cowing/cutting horses and herding kelpies/border collies, so if you want to learn about that, I'm apparently an honorary horse/equestrian person?
I'm your resident fucking queer gender neutral fae and I'm here to grant you the type of monkey paw wishes you've been saving for a rainy day. So long as those wishes include bull and shit. And a whole lot of it.
Anyways, to be honest, my partner died in 2021 and obviously I've taken all of this time to go through therapy and work on coping mechanisms and all that bullshit, but frankly, I sort of miss having someone to miss. I miss having someone to text every day. I miss getting to know people. Fuck, I just miss a lot of things right now, honestly.
I'm not really in any rush to meet up because i don't really drive much anymore due to disabilities and also, I have an extra large service dog who gets the entire two back rows.
Oh: absolutely no drugs, my friends. I love you. I hold out hope for you. But, I lost my best friends, my partner, and myself to them before and I can't go there again. No children either - I just don't like them.
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