Fat trans girl.

It's difficult to know what to put here that really matters. I am, for the most part, just wanting friends, company, companionship, little bits of light to brighten up the dark loneliness that is the vast majority of my life. I would be over the moon were I to find someone compatible for a long term relationship but I am afraid, for many reasons, that is just not in the cards for me anymore.

I say I'm a BBW but I'm not one of the beautiful bigger girls. I'm just fat really. Sometimes I can take a mid-waist-up-picture or look in the mirror and I almost like who I see but it's just a face. Not the body. If that's something important to you I'm afraid I will be a dissapointment. Just being upfront about this.

Why even put pictures? I don't know really. Maybe someone see's something in me. I can say I spent the first 40 something years of my life hiding everything, including myself, from everyone. That's a lonely way to live. Pics are just that though. Not reality. Hide what you want to hide, show what you want to show. Keep the good ones and delete the rest. Not that I think any of me are great. Anyway grains of salt are necessary.

So the routine stuff: Kinda geeky, PC games every once in awhile, enjoy fantasy and sci-fi, work in IT, live alone, metal head - all kinds, music lover in general, guitar player and apparently collector of crappy guitars, non smoker, non drug user, childless. I travel a fair bit for work and would like to do it more for fun. I love animals and have a pretty amazing dog. Some other interests & hobbies - motorcycles, tattoos, 3d printing, wine making, gardening, fishing, kayaking/boating, road trips to nowhere in particular, staring at the night sky, and, you know, trying to be less fat sometimes.

Clean friendly chat only.

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