It was my bday on recently and dread it bc I don’t have close friends to celebrate with and always alone, feels like my life hasn’t amounted to anything great but just staying alive not to die and pay bills. Not to sound depressed because I'm not, dealing with solitude for such a long time pushes me away from people and it becomes difficult to talk and engage with others. Being introverted and passive, its not the matter that I don't care anymore, wish things were different and had someone there for me.

I work as a travelling nurse, an LPN for an agency and work on assignments within the province. Adapt myself extremely well in new work environments and get along great with people. Don't talk much about myself bc it feels like I'm not that interesting but yet people view me as being wild and super adventurous. Biggest issue is that I don't really express myself well but I'll listen and always do my best to understand others. Takes time for me to accept people inside my bubble and other times its easy and comforting getting along great with others. Maybe it all sounds vague reading this but its much easier to explain vocally, I guess.

My interests are pretty tame, passion for video games is dying out, trying to learn the synths and playing the keyboard but lack the motivation, love to talk about sounds and music stuff or rants and rambles, just finished watching the finale of Attack on Titan and absolutely loved it. My humour ranges from stupid to tasteless memes. I'm brutally honest which is a double edge sword, not always a good thing but I take pride and no shame in speaking the truth.

Love cats and coffee, need new music for my playlist that hasn’t been updated in a few years. Been listening to the same bangers of Blood Command and Carpenter Brut. I can stay in my room for a few days without going outside so long as I have good food and internet.I’m hoping to meet and talk with people who are like me guess, met people from before and friends who came down to Montreal which was pretty fun and another friend who design the anemone flowers design for my shoulder tattoo.

If looks are important to you, 6'2" tall, slim build, tie my hair up in a small bun, lip pierced, got tats on both arms ranging from Evangelion to abstract designs and definitely want more done. I speak french too. Also don't mind trading selfies either. And take no offence on this hot take but I'm not interested in obese girls, sorry but that isn't my preference. We can also chat or do possibly do voice calls on discord and/or telegram which are better options than reddit chat.

Cheers, Loathe