I'm looking for you. I don't know who you are or what is good for me--but I can tell that I'm supposed to be keeping my thumb out for when you happen by.

It might be right now.

I tend to listen when my gut tells me something--and it told me to be here now.

I've maybe never been so lonely in my life. It'd be nice if you were here now.

Hi, I'm AJ. You could think of me as an old punk rock kid. I'm a creative, funny, talented guy whose poor health keeps him from what he'd rather be doing most of the time. I am disabled (as of this year) and have been in and out of the hospital all year. I must be close to 2 months of days/nights in hospital beds, all tolled.

Kindness is my favorite thing in the world. What is yours?

I grew up Baptist but then I grew up--I want to be like Christ, but don't call me Christian.

Cruelty is never right, no matter what some old book says.

The way things are these days, I spend a lot of my time following the news and talking with people about current events online. I am also very much into photography and flying drones/drone photography.

I like clever tshirts and aviator sunglasses and big hugs that nobody wants to let go of.

I'm kind-of just letting what I've written here be what it is and I'm cutting it short.

One more time: I don't know who I'm looking for but I AM looking for her. Is it you? Do you feel a sensation in your gut yanking you in my direction? Maybe you should say 'hello' -- I'm just satisfying the funny feeling in my gut that says I'm supposed to post this right NOW.

Send me a message and tell me why you sent it. We can get to know each other and trade selfies.

Please send me a message if you feel like you're supposed to and tell me what made you feel like you were supposed to.

OK--that's it, for now. If you're not the intended recipient of this post, I still wish you a great night/morning/day/FRIDAY/weekend(?).

BEST,

AJ