Once in my life, I met someone very interesting and special. He was the only one person with whom I was talking online, keeping in touch and I didnt need anyone else

He was reading for me bedtime stories before I sleep. Russian books classical literature translated in French. In the evening after I back home, he asked me how was my day, and I shared with him everything. He also shared with me everything. And there were much more things we were discovering together.

We didn't pretend to be who we weren't. We just were ourselves and that was enough.

So far I never met anyone even close to that. Maybe I want too much, I dont know.

I am at that period of my life that I have a goal and dont need a relationship in my life coz I am focused only on my goal.Another reasons that I was heartbroken and its taking time to forget those deep feelings I had for that person.

I still wanna try to find someone to talk with here for a few reasons. First reason that in real life people always wear the masks, they want something from you, spesially when you are a pretty girl.

I guess I want feel the connection not based on selfish desires, but truly from the interest in me as a person, in my inner world.

I am very moody girl. Sometimes there is days when I am like fire spreading the positive energy to other universes. Sometimes I dont want anything than hot chocolate in my bed.

Most of the time I am alone always thinking about the new things I will write.Sometimes pretty busy. Sometimes depressed and just stuck at home scrolling reddit. Some ups and downs.

Maybe I need my muse to write again, but I dont want it turns into anything serios. Just someone to be here at this strange period of my life.

I know a lot of interesting things and have so much to share on a very deep level. I am very honest deep person. I met here interesting people before so I dont think its no chance at all, but I guess I have my preferences.

I would prefer you 30-40 y.o. Please if you are younger dont text me coz I want someone deep, educated, experienced in life. Coz I need someone who will undarstand things I share.

Thank you for taking your time to read it all. Have a good night, stranger