Dear Divine Masculine, it's been a long while since I've shared a post (new account). You will know if this is for you.

Audio version: https://soundgasm.net/u/honeylacedmoons/Break-The-Silence

Divine Masculine,I barely know what to say, so much has transpired since we last spoke. Deep wounding has taken place, deep long silences have filled the space. During my last transmission we talked about how the divine feminine is not going to give you perfection. Yet since then you expected perfection and you were disappointed. We triggered each other during this life experience. And you ran. You ran so far away. You ran towards me, you ran towards me the divine feminine with thoughts of patience, kindness and understanding. But you ran away as quickly as you could.

You've been keeping your head down, trying not to think about me, the divine feminine. Hoping that your day would just be busy enough to not feel, that empty space, that empty echo in your heart. A part of me understands what happened, and why you ran. A part of me hurts, and just wants you to say "I'm here, let met hold you." We performed perfectly, the way this reality says we should. That we be filled with triggers, and trigger each other into silence. That we trigger each other into silence, longing, and wishing. That we place our destinies on hold. That we keep those partnerships, those divine partnerships and divine purposes on hold, on ice, frozen. Hoping that our hearts too will freeze. But at night, you cannot silence your heart, you cannot silence your soul and the way that it calls out to the divine feminine. You just keep pushing those thoughts away, stuffing them down, drowning them out.

Divine Masculine, I propose another strategy. Break the silence. Break the silence between you and the woman that you know is the only woman for you. Gather your courage and your strength and silence your mind. But open your mouth. Let her know that she has been on your mind. End both of your miseries. Stop this here. Stop this now. Allow yourself to be with her. Go to her. It's okay to speak your truth. Its okay to say you're sorry.

Time does not make things better in this situation. So end. it now. End your misery now. Because at this point, you are the only thing keeping her from being in your arms right now. And it's okay to want her in your arms right now. Because if she is your divine feminine, that's exactly where she belongs, and that's exactly where she longs to be.

me: https://imgur.com/NKKa22t