I am struggling more than I was after quitting alcohol. I was up to 5-6 FF per day and decided yesterday it was time to stop. We left Sedona and drank our last half, leaving the evidence of it behind. Fast forward to this morning I feel like I’m falling apart. I cannot keep any fluids in my body it feels like I’m flushing water as soon as I drink it. I’m sad and keep crying over small things. I haven’t had an appetite at all and I’m not sure it would matter if I did, I have no energy to make food. I’m taking my second hot shower of the day and plan to curl up in bed with my fiance and dog. I threw a Gatorade in the freezer and I just hope I have the energy to get to the kitchen from the bathroom. I wish we had never tried that first bottle. It has been a year of buying a case (12 bottles) about 2-3 a week and we’ve tallied the cost and it makes me sick to think that I could have gone to see my family across country or moved to a better place but no, had to have FF. Reading your posts has given me hope that this will not last forever. Thank you for creating this community. Here’s to day one being almost over.