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Itās all been said, but the more voices you hear it from the betterā¦ I started feel free about two years ago as I was introduced to it as a safe alternative to alcoholā¦ to stay sober from alcohol, I thought one bottle every couple days to calm social anxiety and depression was ok. It worked very well for a couple months and was very controllable. But as with any other drug, tolerance built up. Suddenly, I didnāt use it to feel high, I used it because I felt like shit without it. One bottle every couple days turned into a bottle a day turned into 2-3-4 bottles a day. I felt like a zombie on this nasty sham of a āhealthy alternativeā. If I didnāt have it for half a day, my body started getting pissed at me, and I felt mentally at a low. I had continuous nausea, I would go to sleep every night saying no more and then wake up and need to go get one. It sucked because it made me feel like shit with it but without it, it was shit compounded. Not just that, a habit of 3-4 bottles a day at $8-$9 a bottle isnāt cheap. I began to hate life knowing I had no control.
Fast forward - worked up the courage to try to go a day without one. It sucked real bad but I started to feel more human the next day. Decided to keep going (it was hard for a week) but I am now free of āfeel freeā for a little over a month and a half.
Please take the step to quit. For yourself. I promise not taking it is better than getting dependent on it and itās really easy to depend on this stupid fucking blue bottle.
If yāall need any support Iām here š¤
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