Honestly it's weird how I still feel cravings. I went on a 2 week trip and that took my mind off of it but now that I'm back home I feel like I'm overthinking it and it's becoming overwhelming.

I feel like it's really vaping that I crave not weed. Like I don't wanna be high, at all. In fact when I think about being high I get an anxiety feeling but I do be feeling antsy without that vape. In my opinion vaping is so much worse than cigs cause you're constantly hitting it.

Anyways, here are some things that I'm experiencing that are a bit annoying. I don't get a normal hungry feeling. My stomach rumbles and then if I don't eat, I'll get a starving feeling to the point that it hurts then it goes away. I will literally feel like I don't wanna eat but I know my body needs food cause my nerves start acting up. When I eat I get bad acid reflux. I can't stay asleep for more than like 4 hours in a row. I feel anxiety randomly. Like sometimes it feels like ground is moving from under me. I've quit weed before and usually at day 20 I'm feeling fantastic that's why I think it's the stupid vape. Anyways I'm gonna see how far I can take it this time as I feel like vaping/smoking cigs always led to smoking weed again. I really just want a different life you guys. I'm tired of feeling inslaved to my pleasures. I wanna focus on my goals and have control over my life. I'm very hopeful and optimistic.