Just got a new job and as always when I get access to money I use. I got 20g and took the first half orally, then the latter half iv over 10 days.

I've been out for a bit like 2 days at this point and w.d has been okay, not good but I can function. I know this use is only bound to get worse and I'm going to die to this/ related conditions.

Last year I went septic due to Iv use. So my heart is already not in great shape.

I'm torn between letting the beast just take over, the peace of maybe it finally all ending.. and the will to live, the ever calling need to breath so to speak..

I just don't know what to do with the cat now that it's out of the bag, almost feels easier leaving it out, ya know?

Why does tia have such a sweet embrace?