I can't say I feel happy with the world today. I just had to go up to the er since Sunday because I can't pee right sense I quit tia. I almost took some just so I could pee on my own again but resisted the urge to. This is absolutely miserable the hospital wasn't much help. I'm setting hopes high for this specialist I have to see next. I'm hoping he will have answers and some solutions that er had which was none other it could be a lot of things. 😞, like pretty sure it's the tia doc who knows. I can't live like this if this is my only option. I don't if you ever have been adminssdered catheter multiple times in one day or have any things shoved through junk to get to your kidneys but it's absolutely unbearable. I handle a lot of pain this turns me into a kid getting a by 50000% now I'm just feeling the depressed for my parents, this is their 31 son who can't pee on his own, has ailments of medical problems stemming anywhere from cardiac arrest down to brittle bones. He's a junkie, a college drop out. Oh but he can keep job though aren't we proud of him. Sorry don't mean to be on a pity wagon bit just to be wble to pee again which is fucked up because i never had a problem until i kept pushing how fucked up can i get from these pills without basically overdosing which you guys can debate if its real or not i sure felt it was. I never had the sym0toms i got from tia it almost would be worth doing tia again.maybe I can because time It felt like I was enjoying life, had good discussions with my parents, had girlfriends, wasn't this shy nerdy kid anymore that nobody wanted shit to do with. But if I can't get high them ever agai, I problem never never even try and 9f whit tash boy looking like trash lil wain got ass clamped by renoo911