like, i know im young (19f), i have so much life to live u know? so many experiences to get and yet, i just feel like ill never get them? Im a black lesbian in a white area, so it’s already isolating, throwing in trying to find like… any type of lgbt connections make it even harder. I always remind myself that there is more out there and I am going to experience it, but i have moments of doubts and discomforts that i can never truly shake away

I guess i’m just posting this to get it out of my system. I know i’m going to look back and laugh and be like ‘you were so dramatic’ but until then im gonna continue being dramatic lol. One day I’ll experience love and all that, just not rn, and that’s fine, just need to reassure myself that it’s out there for me. i also want to see if anyone my age or anyone likes me feel the same, and want to send them some support too. it always gets better, in due time and at the right time.