I'm not asking for server invites. Don't bother. I'm not joining. Don't DM.

I got kicked from a QPOC server and I can't figure out why. I've joined and left many others because some are transphobic, others are racist, some just have bad vibes. This one I actually enjoyed, but they have a high activity demand and I was gone for a couple days then boom. Kicked and blocked. It really fucking hurts.

I've run discord servers before and it's a lot of work unless you have some friends to start it up with you, but I don't have friends! I joined servers to make friends! Feels like an endless loop of searching and searching. Christ, there aren't even a lot of us POC sapphics.

I'm just in my feelings. I was gonna post a link to a youtuber I thought they'd like, but fuck me I guess.