More than a year ago I posted here about dying in a car accident in Indianapolis. A green light "saved" me and I returned to reality... but I was in a slightly different one. My new reality was much more beautiful than the previous, even I was more attractive. Everyone became more beautiful as well. Everything started going my way in life. I've struggled all of my life for good things and they suddenly started happening for me. My life improved very quickly. I was homeless at the time and barely making it... I'm no longer homeless, I'm safe, I had 2 partners that loved me and I loved very much. ... cut to a few weeks ago ... My nesting partner and I were driving down the highway on the way home, when suddenly everything stops. Traffic jam. My partner exclaimed many profanities and I heard a loud crash. The green light once again flashed before my eyes. There was lots of screaming. I came back to us approaching the traffic jam. My partner gets over in the right lane. As we do a big douche truck comes flying by. They barely stop in time to not hit someone. If we had stayed in our lane, they wouldhave hit us. I notice a building off the highway looks slightly different than I remember it. I think to myself "looks like we've gone and slipped realities again". I say nothing out loud. We make it home safely. My partner and I sit down to spend some time together. My partner starts joking about how they think we switched realities today. I tell them stfu I was thinking that earlier in the car. I shout "ME TOO! BRUH." We ask each other some grounding questions about realities. Things are obviously different. My other partner doesn't message me for an entire day and avoids my attempts at communication. He's never done this before. We speak everyday unless we otherwise specified. We at least get goodnight I love yous in, on those days. He canceled our weekend plans and says we need to talk. He dumps me completely out of the blue. Says he never loved me. Wait wtf you told me I was the love of your life. He is a completely different person now than the person I got to know over multiple years. A friend of mine un-alives themselves. Then other stuff starts going wrong... things start falling apart. Everything is just a little bit different in a hard to describe way. My body is even a little bit different. My tattoos don't look right. They look too new. They had started to age and fade because most of them are at least 10 years old. My chronic illness I've struggled with all my life has experienced some kind of remission in regards to the pain and swelling. Also aliens are real? Lol Where the hell am I?