So as per my previous posts, I'm denied sexaul contact from my wife permanently.

Last night we were sitting on the couch watching tv, she had a big day, she had been with her boyfriend for most of the day and he had worn her out. She was laying with her head on my lap as i stroked her hair and rubbed her back.

"I've been thinking about how unfair it is that you don't ever get any sort of sex."

My heart started pumping like mad, and although I knew the chances were next to nothing, I was praying for her to say she wanted to have sex with me. I just shrugged and said "yeah, well that's life."

"We are going to the Gold coast next weekend, I want you to take some money out of savings and go visit a brothel when we are down there, you deserve some attention."

I didn't stop rubbing her back, "no, I'll pass. I only want one person. If I can't have her then I'd prefer to go with out."

Now I can't stop thinking about taking her up on the offer, I guess I have a few days to decide, but I really don't want that to be the only way I get any sort of intimate touch again.

UPDATE

Well, the weekend came and went. Whilst we were there, she asked me if I wanted to go. I said no, I don't think she understood why. She knows I'm constantly horny.

She has never minded me jacking off next to her in bed. But normally, she won't touch me whilst I do it. This time, I think as a reward for choosing to stay loyal to her, she cuddled up close to me, breasts pressed against my side, leg over the top of mine and my other hand on the small of her back.

I'll take that over paid sex with a stranger any day.