I am (have been) a dead bedroom more that PF for about three years.

My wife got in bed last night and was being obviously sexual. So I decided to please her with the things that do that. I had hoped that when she was done, I would masturbate but when she opened her legs wide, I gave in.

I had mixed feelings about it right away. It certainly physically felt nice, but was as emotionally unsatisfying as ever.

So I am really still in the unsatisfying dead bedroom scenario. I don't know if i will stay pussy free now or not but have a feeling it will drift back to this.

I still wish she would have another man inside her as I would be happy to limit myself to oral.

I am just confused at the moment.