My wife has left for a family guilt trip. You know the kind? Where her mother books a air bnb 18 hours drive away without telling any of her kids, or asking about their schedules! Then lays on the catholic guilt until they all cave and amid much grumbling agree to taking a week off right before a major holiday. Augh… Sorry had to bitch a bit. Anyway….

So yesterday my wife and I enjoyed our last day together before her trip. We spent time out on the lake and with friends on the beach. After a day on the boat my wife likes for me to shower her, then pleasure her. (ok, so I kinda like it to.. A LOT)

As I described in my previous post, we have agreed that our sex life is for her pleasure and that my enjoyment comes from giving to her. I am only allowed to orgasm when she wants PIV sex. I am allowed to play with myself whenever I want, but I am not allowed to cum, and if I do, I have to tell her and submit to any punishment she sees fit. The nearly two years since we entered our agreement, I have only accidentally climaxed 3 times. 1 was forgiven, 2 were punished. The last time was in early September of last year. The last time she wanted me inside of her was 4th of July weekend last year and so far this year, she’s only touched my penis a few times.

After our shower we have an amazing session in bed. I went down on her while fucking her fast and hard with her favorite toy. She was especially verbal and physical, punching my balls harder and harder while telling me to fuck her deeper and faster (referring to our toy). She grabbed my balls and started squeezing them tighter and tighter as she had body shaking orgasm.

Afterward I start kissing my way up her body to hold her and cuddle her when she suddenly says, “you should put your little dick in me”. I was a little scared. It’s been almost a year since I’ve been inside her, and close to 10 months since I’ve even been allowed to cum.

I told her that I didn’t feel like I deserved it!, to which she simply said, “I’m not asking you, I’m telling you!”

I moved back down between her legs and in a last ditch attempt to save myself, said “you know it won’t be very good!” to which she simply said, “It never is, so hurry up, I need to start packing and get on the road.”

So I pressed into her and begin to very slowly stroke in and out, trying to think of anything else to help control myself. But, she’s not having any of it and tells me that she can barely feel me, and that I need to fuck her hard. That was definitely the tipping point and after about 4 hard thrusts, my little dick slips out and I cum, leaving a pretty pathetic little puddle on her stomach.

I have to say, I’m a little lost now. I’m kind of proud of having a small penis and being a pre-jack. I have greatly enjoyed the fact my wife has denied me for so long. I was looking forward to reporting to this community that it had been an entire year since I was allowed to enter her and in a couple more months a whole year of not being allowed to cum. All that build up gone in a matter of 15 seconds.

Has anyone else felt the same way?