Is there anyone here religious...? My voices have told me a ton of shit.. but since my psychosis ive started thinking more and more about religion... death, whats after death, hell and heaven. Through the voices in my head ive heatd many a things and between them and my own thoughts and beliefs, ive kinda come up with the conclusion that heaven and hell ate living side by side on earth...dwmonfs, deviks, angels and jesus living side by side on earth. IE: if your in heaven your experience and existence is that of what you perceive it to be, your perfect place. ie your perfect existence and surroundings. Then on the opposite side, if your in hell it's your perception of hell, whatever that maybe... A perfectly personalised existence to your own worst fears, worries, torment and mental and physical torture...

Does anyone see any validity to this.. or have I just gone completely insane. And if its true is there any possibility of using spiritual warfare to gain your place in heaven and defeating the darkness in your life and repenting your sins and finding the love of god and jesus no matter how bad your sins have been.. I had no idea of the shit I had done throughout my life, especially whilst being a drug user/abuser. The voices helped me realise the mistakes I had made throughout my life and without them Id probably still be making those same mistakes. So in one sense they have helped me but in the same sense.. they torment me with those mistakes, reminding me of them every second, minute, hour, day, week, month and year of my life that I believe is my own personalised hell. How do I repent and let god know that I see and have seen my mistakes and that I am trying to work on them daily. If im in hell... can I still fight the evil in order to regain some sort of peace, even if im in hell fir eternity...?