I'm not sure how to approach this since I'm so drawn into this narrative due to my own lack of willpower.

Sometimes I take them seriously, especially because of how dramatic and horrific life can feel at times, and then I feel it's all just a sick game they are playing with my mind.

These are psychotic symptoms but I feel like they are threatening me if I try to explain that I'm having symptoms of psychosis.

I feel alone. They get so angry when I try to reach out to others. I know they want to keep me isolated but that's just so they can continue tormenting me.

I don't know how many people here feel this way, or have felt this way, or how you got through it.