Everything is so so so pointless and brings me no joy. My therapist wants me to appreciate the wins and not compare now to before psychosis but I can’t help that. I work and exercise and shop and clean and see friends/dates and do hobbies and listen to music and it’s all so pointless. It’s the same as sitting in silence in a dark room! The memory loss is huge too, I can’t remember anything recent or long past. I’ve just started to remember song lyrics I had known for years. Much better than earlier days post psychosis where I couldn’t do anything at all but I can’t even appreciate it bc I have no feelings. Has anyone been at this point?