I’ve been severely depressed for years, anxiety and ADHD also compound these things, but in the last few months the stress in my life has gotten completely out of control until now. I’m worried that I’m developing symptoms of psychosis or maybe something else and I need help.

I just got out of the hospital after having a mental breakdown, and I’m already weeping and contemplating SI again, but this is different. I’m hearing voices in my apartment, like I’m alone but I swear to god I heard someone singing along with my music in the other room. I went to see and nobody was there. I’m seeing dark shadows in the corners of my eyes and my mind is racing, intrusive thought after intrusive thought literally seconds apart, like I can’t get my brain to stop being negative. I’m spiraling and the hallucinations are really starting to concern me, like I’ve started to evolve from just depression into something else… does anyone have advice for me please?