To be frank, I am bit fucked in the head. I cannot feel my feelings. Tonight, while sober, I had a bout of road rage with my wife and kids in the car. I was honestly like "this is no big deal. I just got a little mad. It's over".

Cannabis draws out my feelings so here, now, I see it was a big deal. I need some help. I mean real help. I don't want to talk about my feelings for 20 years.

Are there certain types of people in certain situations that shouldn't seek plant medicines?

I'm not sure where to go or what to search. I want to be safe about it.

Hopefully I am not breaking the rules. I just need some guidance on what to search for and how to know if I can trust the people that run these things.