I am going to trip next week Tuesday. I might move it to Monday the following week. I know my trip is going to be very difficult with everything going on in my life and mental health issues , but I really want to change and psychdelics have helped me more in the past when I took DMT more than anything else. But in the past I was with my boyfriend when I usually trip but he is in a halfway house right now and I don't really have any friends either . But I feel safe tripping alone and I want to be alone with my mind and not distracted by my boyfriend like I usually am when I trip that I can't really focus on learning anything new and changing my toxic habits. I just want to make this as fun as possible for me. Ik I'm going to clean the house after my mom leaves , do some yoga and meditate . Then probably put some Alan Watts or Terrance McKenna on and do my lemon tek w/honey. But idk what else. I have my sketchbooks and journals and have a few Disney VHS tapes like Fantasia and Alice in Wonderland. But idk what else to do or am I over planning. I never have tripped alone before and I'm a bit nervous but it's only 2.5g which shouldn't be that strong. I guess I can always mircodose .