Quick story. Last night I began to alter my meditation and let me tell you I broke through the plane in a most amazing way... It starts like this: first of all I meditate everyday at least twice a day my really deep meditation comes at night and normally when I’m meditating during the day I’m taking a chakra break and trying to get centered at some point during the “workday”. So I know and don’t expect to have any profound experiences during the day but I never really expected to have any at all to be honest so, as I said I usually meditate two or more times a day and my deepest cleansing meditation is at night. I have Crohn’s disease and suffer from various other pain issues and anxiety so I smoke a lot of weed. Like I start at 4 in the afternoon and don’t quit till 2 in the morning on some nights. Obviously I have a tolerance level that’s through the roof and so when I meditate I don’t feel like my level of sobriety is really a factor. Whether that’s true or not is debatable after last night but still. As I said I altered my meditation and instead of going back to a home base and simply doing a calming meditation I decided to do a purposeful meditation. I wanted to meditate on the thoughts for other people. And for each person I thought about I said their name (thought their name) and thought May you be happy. For each person I could feel the stress each name brought me by the way my heart would beat as I thought about them and then I could feel the stress slip away as I wished them happiness and I went through a list of about 9 names; mostly family but with a couple of random names thrown in. I went through the list 3 times. Each time I ended with my wife. As I worked my way through the list each time my heart rate would have been elevated at the start but by the time I was at my wife it would have come way down. The last time I said her name and the last time I said may you be happy, my entire being was shaken. I could feel what I can only describe as an earthquake shaking me from the inside then, as if that wasn’t enough I was hit by a tidal wave. Imagine being in the center of a ring of waves that all break underneath you and they rush up through your center and race out through your minds eye. That is what it was. A tidal wave of consciousness and warmth. For one moment I was crossing the celestial plane without the use of psychedelics yet I can’t completely discount the Marijuana use as having helped me in someway. I know where I glimpsed is possible through molecular transport but the opportunity to cross the plane at will... how could I not be on board I’m going to have to start journaling my evening meditation sessions now damn it. 🥺☮️